Fhonna

Angela Zhang – Journey

It’s a long long journey
Till I know where I’m supposed to be
It’s a long long journey
And I don’t know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I’ve spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what’s my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you’ll be standing by my side
It’s a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don’t even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can’t see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It’s a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Coz It’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.. Ohh.. to you..

Soundtrack Anastasia

Richard Marx ft Donna Lewis – At The Begining

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we’d have to go through
Now here we are
And I’m suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

And…

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I’ll be there
When the world stops turning
I’ll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure

Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true

Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And…

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I’ll be there
When the world stops turning
I’ll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I’ve been waiting so long
Nothing’s gonna tear us apart

And…

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I’ll be there
When the world stops turning
I’ll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

(Hey ay ay)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on….

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

Aaliyah – Journey to the past

Heart don’t fail me now
Courage don’t desert me, don’t turn back now that we’re here
People always say life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
or how the road can seem so long
how the world can seem so vast
courage see me through
heart I am trusting you
On this journey to the past…

Somewhere down this road, I know someone’s waiting
Years of dreams just can’t be wrong
Arms will open wide, I’ll be safe and wanted
Finally home where I belong
well starting here my life begins
starting now I’m learning fast
courage see me through
heart i am trusting you
on this journey to the past

heart don’t fail me now (no)
courage don’t desert me.

Home, love, family; there was once a time I must have had them too
Home, love, family; I will never be complete until I find you (heey)

One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go?
Back to who I was
On to find my future
things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
courage see me through
heart I am trusting you
to bring me home
At last! At last!

courage see me through
heart i’m trusting you

heyyyy (x4)

courage see me through

Hai kamu,

Apa kabarmu? Semoga lebih baik dari kabarku hari ini. Aku sedang bingung nih. Aku bingung dengan hatiku. Dia membuatku susah. Dia menggangguku. Aku tidak suka rasa ini. Aku dibuat serba salah. Hiks…makin lama hormon di dalam tubuhku makin mengganggu pikiranku. Mengganggu pikiranku yang masih kanak-kanak. Aku suka pikiran kanak-kanakku, tapi kadang kubenci. Membuatku terlihat bodoh, tapi juga membuatku terlihat tak berdosa.

Menurutmu, apa artinya dewasa? Aku tidak tahu. Terlalu banyak kategori dewasa. Terlalu rumit. Membuatku penasaran, tapi tidak berani maju. Aku terlalu penakut untuk memperjuangkan hidupku. Selama aku di bumi, aku sering bermain aman. Aku takut teman jadi musuh. Aku benar-benar seorang penakut. Pada akhirnya, aku benar-benar kehilangan.

Kau tahu, aku tak suka didiamkan seperti ini. Membuatku penasaran. Aku ingin ada kalimat tanya. Supaya aku bisa menjelaskan. Sehingga aku bisa tenang maju ke depan. Tapi yang ada diam. Aku bingung. Aku tak bisa memulainya. Aku terlalu takut untuk memulai. aku takut salah memulainya. Salah menjalaninya. Salah mengakhirinya. Aku takut kehilangan.

Sepertinya aku telah menumpuk perasaan yang salah. Bukan mauku. Tapi ceritanya harus seperti ini. Bagaimana dong? Bagaimana bisa bijak untuk hidupku sendiri, tanpa menyakiti diriku dan orang lain?

Aku rindu..aku rindu masa kanak-kanakku. Masa dimana aku hanya memikirkan diriku sendiri, tanpa harus merasa bersalah terhadap apa pun. Aku menangis ketika bersedih. Aku tertawa ketika bahagia.

Aku pusing dengan tubuh ini. Aku pusing dengan hormon ini. Perubahan ini mengubah cara pandangku pada banyak hal. Aku sering memikirkan hal aneh. Pemandangan yang kulihat dulu, sekarang terasa berbeda. Entah aku suka atau tidak. Aku tidak bisa mundur. Aku hanya bisa maju. Aku mohon, aku harus bisa bertahan.

Baiklah, aku rasa aku akan tidur sekarang. Lalu besok aku akan dapat hal  baru yang baik. Kau tahu? Sepertinya aku akan terus berubah. Karena hidup tidak akan terasa kalau tidak ada masalah. Aku akan belajar lebih berani, setidaknya berani untuk memberikan senyum yang lebih baik, sehingga aku berharap mataku bisa berbicara lebih agar kamu bisa mengerti.

Kalo dengerin Hi D-nya Depapepe

Perasaanya seperti lagi naik sepeda di jalanan, kebut-kebutan di jalan turunan

Bertabrakan dengan angin kencang

Pemandangan hijau di samping kanan kiri

Lalu menaiki jalan tanjakan

Suara air sungai di bawah jembatan

Udara segar yang bersih

Lalu sampai di sebuah puncak bukit kecil

Tersengal-sengal sambil melihat pemandangan yang tidak bisa dilukiskan dengan kata-kata

hahahaha lebay…

Secapek apa pun,

Rasanya bisa lari…lari…lari…lari…lari… 

Seperti terisi energi baru

Semangat buat lakukan semuanya!!!

Dengarkan sampai bosan

Snow (Hey Oh) by Red Hot Chili Peppers

Come to decide that the things that I tried
Were in my life just to get high on
When I sit alone come get a little known
But I need more than myself this time

Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe it, we rely on
When I lay it on come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh, listen what I say, oh
I got your hey oh, now listen what I say, oh

When will I know that I really can’t go
To the well once more time to decide on
When it’s killing me, when will I really see
All that I need to look inside

Come to believe that I better not leave
Before I get my chance to ride
When it’s killing me, what do I really need
All that I need to look inside

Hey oh, listen what I say, oh
Come back and hey oh, look at what I say, oh

The more I see, the less I know
The more I like to let it go
Hey oh, whoa

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow
Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go

In between the cover of another perfect wonder
And it’s so white as snow
Running through a field where all my tracks will be concealed
And there’s nowhere to go

When to descend to amend for a friend
All the channels that have broken down
Now you bring it up, I’m gonna ring it up
Just to hear you sing it out

Step from the road to the sea to the sky
And I do believe what we rely on
When I lay it on, come get to play it on
All my life to sacrifice

Hey oh, listen what I say, oh
I got your hey oh, listen what I say, oh

The more I see, the less I know
The more I like to let it go
Hey oh, whoa

Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow
Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go

In between the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow
Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed
And there’s nowhere to go

I said hey, hey yeah, oh yeah, tell my Lord now
Hey, hey yeah, oh yeah, tell my Lord now
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Privately divided by a world so undecided
And there’s nowhere to go
Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it’s so white as snow

Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed
And there’s nowhere to go
I said hey, oh yeah, oh yeah, tell my lord now
Hey, hey yeah, oh yeah

Soundtracknya Death Note Movie 2(The Last Name) kalo ga salah…Tapi saya tau lagu ini gara-gara adek yang suka mainin guitar hero. Permainan gitar pas intronya asik banget. Cuma lagu ini kepanjangan, bikin bosen.